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Pleasur'es not the same without an apology; wihtout you to project my uncertainty. I want no more selfish orgasms. I want nails digging. I want to leave my skin on your floor.
What have I convinced myself I mean to you? tell me, Is making yourself care about me getting harder? Are you chocking?
I'm a body that is near you; I'm a reason to stay in bed; I'm a burden, I'm an itch; I'm a taxing presence.
Why did I so quickly kill our youth? Why did so swiftly I decide that we could burn out? Why did I want so badly to allow destruction and boredom to set in?
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Interlude 1
00:21
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Ur Not Busy U Hate Me
05:37
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So quickly have I begun to rely
Never enough of what I want
I'll overdose
I'll drown
I'll be crushed
I'll lose me
Infatuation is a parasite
My body, my love is a host
You're not busy
You hate me
self-deprication rebound in my skull
I'll never reach out again
I'll save you the burden
Seeing you, a crutch to addiction
All my anxieties are real
I fully blame myself
Not that I'd dare blame anyone else
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Interlude 2
00:20
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Interlude 3
00:19
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Anthrophony
04:18
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No machine noise
No biophony
I'm sinking, I'm cracking
under the heaviest nothing
I'm not sure why I feel alone
I wouldn't dare tell you I feel alone
No distraction
No talking, no seeing
I"m ruined, I'm empty
I just want you here
I'm not sure who I am right now
I'm not sure who I want to be
I konw nothing's perfect
I know I"m so fucknig far from perfect
I don't want you near me when I'm flawed
I don't want you to see me as less than you thought
But all I am is less than you think
All I am is imperfection
All I am is fear and worry
All I am is getting worse
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Hopeful Interlude
01:06
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Scallion Santa Clarita, California
In the dark, choking on humidity, attempting
Bio image taken by Steven Stewart
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